Singapore so far...

Well I've stayed in Singapore for a week so far and another 2 weeks to go... It's been fun, not very fruitful but fun nonetheless. I guess at first I didn't find it really fun cause I had too high expectations on this trip... I have no idea what exactly but I thought perhaps it would be awesome and i'll learn a lot.. That was not the case... Just like how I remembered I said about its not good to have expectations on people, I guess the same applies to things like this. There's no point expecting or assuming friendship. You assume people wold accept you and when they say something that hurts and don't give a shit, all you could do is just look away. Cause it is your fault that you thought you two were friends right? That's the same here.. I thought it would be interactive, fun, learning new things, but when the electives shove all the crap up your ass, all you could do is say thanks and go off for the day and try to make it better. I guess now I understand why people say its better to stay home. There I don't need to assume anything and I know I'm accepted. Among my high school friends and family, and if it's shitty I could just walk away. Here I'm stuck for better or worse. Either friendships, or studies. On a brighter note... Hmm..,no.. I don't want to write about the fun on my trip with such a bitter tone.. When I go home, with my comfy blanket then I would write about the fun stuff I did in Singapore. :p For now.. All I can say is I don't think time is a factor for friendship... You could know a person for a long time but at the end, there's no friendship there. (no I'm no longer ranting bout electives). You thought it was okay, you could be accepted, and all you get is I think you got a problem. Ah well. Screw it. I've tried, and I'm tired of trying. I think I can safely say I've done what I could by trying to be a friend for 3+ years and it didn't work, I've done my best and not give up easily right? :D