"All The Words"

How do I speak of the indescribable to You
I will try to explain these feelings that are true
So looking to the sky I will sing and from my heart to You I bring

All of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship
I worship You

In your presence I forever choose to live
I will praise You for it's all I have to give
So looking to the sky I will sing and from my heart to You I bring

All of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship

By Your grace You let me come talk to You
It's not that I'm worthy I thank you Jesus
For the love that You have shown

All of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship

With all of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship
I worship You

Maxis Scholarship. :D

Well a while ago, I posted my CV and about attending the interview for maxis scholarship. It was actually quite a while ago, but i got it! haha. Since im doing medicine and not one of those courses they can bond me with, im only getting very little. But heck, money without any terms and conditions is sweet money right? :P

It was actually nice of maxis since they are literally giving me money for nothing. :/ community service i guess. give back to the community and all that.

Went for two rounds of interviews. First one only with one interviewer and she didnt ask much questions, mostly about myself and what i want to do.. And looked at my certs, then asking me about things i;ve done in life. Second interview was a little more intense. Had these panels of people from different education backgrounds, professor from UKM or something and asked me about euthanasia, whether i support or was against it, and many more questions. Questions about morality? and character.

Somehow I got it. :D PTL :)

Had to attend some photoshoot, that was pretty interesting and tiring. I mean.. the WHOLE DAY. From morning to night, but hey! people waiting to take your picture and modelling sort of.. not everyday u get to do that right? Sort of an experience. LOL Had to pose and act a little perasaan. HAHAHAHAHA it was awesome. :D

Then a week later, attend the ceremony for the scholars. It was kinda boring.. there's a pic with someone yawning during the ceremony i think. Hahaha

Scholars supposedly acting crazy. 

With the certs

Hahahaha all bored listening to speech

*le awesome big poster of us 

another group pic

*le scanned newspaper page for maxis scholarship advertisement with our group pic. 

Random sort of funny pics :P

(emo one between the rest)

(cute cat pic, breather between laughing)

(PSA)

Wanting to sail away...

Sitting here on my bed, I began to understand why so many people want to go on cruises. The stress, the worry, the workload. Sometimes its easier to just leave it all behind and forget them. But thats not how life goes, so instead we take breaks and go holidays and cruises and temporarily forgets all of them.

Even now in medical school, before even going out to work, im wondering if money would be an issue. Which now i think about it, maybe i should have worried about it earlier? maybe not worry about it but at least give it some thought. :/ Haha but life would be have been different then.

The idea of going into a ship and sailing away to some foreign land, even though its singapore.. sounds tempting even now. :P

I still remember some memories loooong time ago, when i was still a little boy, going on a cruise, the fun of it, even in a small room, it was awesome. Especially at night, when i stand on the deck, feeling the breeze, without worry or care. I also remembered embarrasing moments, when i was dared by my brother, and i climbed the rock climbing thing on the ship, when i was wearing my long pants and everyone stopping and looking up wondering whats the boy doing. =.=

Wish i took more pictures.. but i only found a few.. Im not sure if the rest is lost or our family never took pictures. I'm really thinking of getting a dslr or something and take pictures of my life.. In the end, there's only our memories, and seeing and reading about alzheimers make me realise perhaps, in the end.. thank god at least there's the technology for pictures. :P

I should keep updating the blog too. not for readers but at least when im older, and i look back, there's things to reminisce about. :D

Pool on the deck of the ship (children's pool)

Extra large chess pieces next to the pool.