A Little Confused....@_@

I always thought that if we are stronger in our faith
shouldn't our knowledge increase?
i mean if we know god better, he'll tell us more and we should know more things right?

but sometimes i see some people that i think is strong in their faith but they dont know much
Sometimes i feel i know more than them.. is this proudness?
some people still seem to think that there's a period of no humans..
and dinosaurs ruled the world before?
is it true? then how would god's bible fit in?
it shouldn't... science should fit in god's bible..
We should see that shouldn't we? especially if strong in faith?
so why aren't some people seeing it? why do some strong ones still seem oblivious...
am i wrong?

Everyday i hear words from the podium,
I'm glad to say that i can hear those words spoken,
but how will it mix with what i learn bout sodium,
how will the bible fit in this world full of stories written.


Every textbook it's bout evolution,
not one speak bout what we call creation,
Faith of little ones are gone,
because many of us gave up and are done.


Even some high ones seem oblivious,
even though the answer is so obvious,
can mankind ever grow out of this curse?,
that we will at last no need of our nurse.


even after thousands of years we grew and grew,
maybe it's because many drink too much brew,
we're still acting as if only yesterday we were born,
that we must make our creator mourn.

enough....
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Knowing a direction at last!

well.. after a long time... thinking...
at last i know where i wan to go from here...
past week was a headache.. thinking where to go...???
should i join this or that?
go for this or do that?
but at least now i know.. i know where i must go.. which path i must take...
that at least what i must do from here...
it's tough but have to go through from here...


With a heavy heart i decided,
although a long time i waited,
at least now i'm no longer confused,
the enemy's bomb i have defused.


Many times attack me he did,
thank God and in Him i hid,
and none of it really hit and hurt,
cause my God pushed it away like dirt.


After the encouragement He gave,
Many challenges i can face,
Yes..my faith might not be very strong,
but it is enough to know what is right and wrong.


And definitely enough to know His plans,
His hopes for me is not as big as clans,
A little small for Him but big enough for me,
Any bigger and i'll be scared till i pee.


In strange ways He deliever His message,
And that's why life's become a funny passage,
Although it's only a short time for Him,
He made everyday seem fun and not dim.


Ok now i have to stop,
Any more i'll pop,
Ideas i have no more,
My brain nerves i tore.

Well that's it then for today...
No more time or anything else to say....
A little more i might get paid...
Then more i'll write until i'm dead,..

After exams...

Well many days have passed since this is started..
and only second post..
exams are over but its definitely not relaxing..
even more things to be done before i was free??
got driving, camps, and many more.. just waiting to be done....
but camps are fun..
The church camp i went to was a blessing!
God is great.. He was really moving among us and just toouching our hearts..
it's been such a long time...
Can't wait till next year's camp...
But its tiring..
all these activitites.. just wan rest and play...

Exams are i over i shouted,
Little did i know the real work just started,
Even more things i have to do,
Now that my duty no need to attend to.

Just a while i wish i can rest,
Then i can play and run and just head west,
Go holiday or something just away,
Just a little time even for a day.


Of course its easier said than done,
For if its possible many would have gone,
Still its a dream and something i want,
hope is hope even if i cant.