10 months in college

It's been ten months since i set foot in Taylors College.. Quite unbelieveable how i turn out.. I've changed a lot since then.. I wouldnt have believed how much i changed.. If ten months ago you told me what would happen to me now.. I probably would have laughed at you.. Haha.

Being in college can change a person.. To an extent that we can never guess.. Although i think some people wont change anything physically but mentally. Their thoughts and mindset.. I wonder could anyone not change when they enter college? Hmm..

Well, so far i take it that this change is good. I hope.. Although sometimes, by slowly changing i didnt really feel that i'm changing.. That i was always like this.. But looking back, i've done many things i never thought i would ever do, slowly turning to someone else..

Being 10 months in college, through this duration, i've gained a lot of experience, being in a class full of girls, i bet you will definitely learn a lot of things.. But still, i think i missed out a lot too, if i had more guys in my class. Haha.. Like go out and do "manly stuff" -.-! Yes, a classs full of girls did change me.. Not more girly i hope, but sometimes its frustrating, girls really do think differently. LOL i always have a perception that all girls would be alike, thinking and all. But through this ten months, OMG. Some girls would tell me they sms the person the have a crush on.. while some.. Haha... they told me how sad they are because the person dont sms them.. When i asked them why don't they sms him first? They told me girls cant sms the guy first! I wonder why...

Falling for a girl in a class full of girls when you're part of the class isnt fun too.. Its frustrating when whatever you do.. Other girls see it.. When you're in a class when its bout equal amount of guys and girls.. perhaps its easier to hide what you're doing.. LOL but i did learn something.. Dont ask too many girls for advice, it hurts.. -.-! Having too many different comments is really confusing. I cant believe the different comments given by them. ALL DIFFERENT. LOL

Oh yeah.. you need to be prepared if you are in a class full of girls... take care of your self esteem. Haha. Keep hearing o0 that guy is cute, no that guy! BUt they never say anything bout you :P LOL Though i only wanted to hear from one particular girl. LOL Oh.. and you'll keep hearing stories bout them crushing on other people. Haiz.. Yeah, its nice and all and they're treating you as someone they trust, but its always different. When they feel like it, they'll tell you. If not they'll just keep it in the dark. Then perhaps after a long period of time, you'll have to find out through other means. Sometimes its none of my business, but it hurts. I thought they took me as a friend they could trust. But they told me some parts and leave me out afterwards. Better that they just keep me in the dark. In that way, i would have put a wall around me early on. Why include me and leave me out afterwards? Haha.. feeling of jealousy now..

Well of course its not that bad in a class full of girls. Its fun, enjoyable and i would say this experience overall is great! I wouldnt have wanted to go to another class. Through this ten months of changing and gaining experience.. Overall, i would say its been great! Yes.. A good ten months.