A rainy 3am..

Been listening to this song for a few days, replying it. I dont think its because im not over someone though.. Just a nice song..

Was awake tonight, or rather morning when I thought its been a while since i posted anything..  Then i was thinking hmm.. was there anything emo i want to type about or bitch about here? Then i realized thats bad. Why should i want to post only bad stuff here? LOL

Anyway, life's been good. I havent really been studying but there's was some reading.. so thats progress already for me. Im going to push on to make sure I do better though. What im doing is not enough. :P

Recently, I began realizing that i have different 'mental status'. It's not bipolar or anything or MPD but the fact that at a current time, everything seems like its perfect, or at times, everything sucks, or even the courage or will to do anything to succeed. A positive feeling and the moods, status, feelings, mindset, is different at different times of the day. Everyone knows we have different moods at different times, but we dont realise when these moods start changing right? do they? or am i the only one who doesnt? oO

And recently someone said, "hey you should speak more! you're very quiet." and i wonder.. how would she know i speak a lot or not? maybe i just dont speak to her? lol oh well.. but i do at times ask people to speak up or talk more.. so cant say much.. i do it too. :D

Well the timer just went off for the steamer. My char siew pau is done. haha Time to have super late night or super early morning supper/breakfast. :) Until another day..