Uncertainty

Life is full of uncertainties. Everybody knows that, but we don't realise it all the time. Most of the time, (at least me) we just live life enjoying not worrying about what the hells' going on tomorrow. Of course there will be moments that hits you in the face.. Like what the hecks' going to happen to me? Now this is one of those moments.

From now to Dec 2012 = IMU medical course

Onwards? *Blank*

I was always debating between taking the USMLE, or going to canada. Not really the UK.

But now a university I was aiming for left the partner program. I cant twin to Memorial anymore.

:(

I've also heard from a senior that the cost to go to Jefferson in the United States would go up to about 700 thousand ringgit. Oo No way am i going there.

So now I'll have to look at Aberdeen and Dundee. The two most wanted uni in between my batchmates. Great.. Although I know sometimes in life.. well most, you have to compete with others to get what you want but I've always tried to keep myself away from competing with other people.. expect this one time in April where I ran for elections against some guy who pisses everyone off and still wins and a girl who now i kinda wish i didnt run against but am glad i did cause if not i wouldnt have gotten the chance to meet her.

Well all I know now is life's going to be different. No matter what happens, after this holiday I must change. For better or worse.. the life i've been living would not work for what i will have to face.

Happenings of the Day

I went for a scholarship interview today.. I wasnt sure what to expect but it didnt meet my expectations.. If that made sense.. Went KLCC super early in the morning and none of the shops were opened. They would only open at 10am. I was told during the interview the most I would get is RM 20 k if they award me the scholarship. It is a lot, don't get me wrong but its less than what i would need to make sure my parents have the money for my brother to go to any university he wants. Yes... he says he doesn't want to go to Ivy leagues or anything but I don't want to have to take that option away from him

My parents gave me a talk about money and tuition cost but it was now.. when i tried to apply for scholarship that it really hit me.. how much can my parents really afford? They dont want to tell me but i doubt it would be much.. :S

On the bright side.. watched She's the Man. Thats funny. really brighten up my day. And of course whatsapp too. :D