Knowing a direction at last!

well.. after a long time... thinking...
at last i know where i wan to go from here...
past week was a headache.. thinking where to go...???
should i join this or that?
go for this or do that?
but at least now i know.. i know where i must go.. which path i must take...
that at least what i must do from here...
it's tough but have to go through from here...


With a heavy heart i decided,
although a long time i waited,
at least now i'm no longer confused,
the enemy's bomb i have defused.


Many times attack me he did,
thank God and in Him i hid,
and none of it really hit and hurt,
cause my God pushed it away like dirt.


After the encouragement He gave,
Many challenges i can face,
Yes..my faith might not be very strong,
but it is enough to know what is right and wrong.


And definitely enough to know His plans,
His hopes for me is not as big as clans,
A little small for Him but big enough for me,
Any bigger and i'll be scared till i pee.


In strange ways He deliever His message,
And that's why life's become a funny passage,
Although it's only a short time for Him,
He made everyday seem fun and not dim.


Ok now i have to stop,
Any more i'll pop,
Ideas i have no more,
My brain nerves i tore.

Well that's it then for today...
No more time or anything else to say....
A little more i might get paid...
Then more i'll write until i'm dead,..